| Doc!
I have just got to tell you how great your site is! It's great
great great! (What good taste! Giggle!) I
could write all day about my situation, it is definitely quite a
story, however, that is my OLD life. And I don't live in the past.
It's a new day, a new life, a new beginning for me. I have finally
seen the truth about me, my past life, my short comings. And how I am
the one who created a life so full of chaos for MYSELF. Nobody did it
TO me. I made bad decisions of who I brought into my life, based on
the fact of not knowing who I truly WAS, and what I truly expected and
deserved from myself! I was unable to make wise decisions, because I
had no wisdom into myself. I know now that I did not know myself,
because I was not taught as a child that this was so critical. I was
abused emotionally and physically by my mother and father who were
both abused in their childhood. It is so true how history can repeat
itself through generations. However, that is a CHOICE.
As a child, your vulnerable, there is not much you can do to fight
for yourself and your rights. But! As a grown adult the options are
endless!
It's a matter of choice. You can continue the chain with your own
children, or put a stop to it! I choose to stop my pain! See who you
want to be, and change yourself accordingly where needed. See it and
believe it and eventually you'll become it. It has taken major (and I
do mean MAJOR) traumas in my life for me to get where I am today. But,
I have learned so much with each catastrophe. Initially it's hard to
understand how some awful things could happen to such good people, if
you examine it enough, and examine yourself enough... the truth will
be revealed.
Don't ever give up the fight to learn about change, don't ever
deny your feelings, don't ever give up hope, believe in yourself, soak
in everything! The good, the bad, confront it, deal with it, and
expand your mind, expand your knowledge! and you yourself will rise to
heights you never thought possible. Everything I've been looking for
lies within ME! I never knew it! But it's here....all I needed to do
was muster up enough courage to actually find it within me, and stop
looking for it in empty people. It doesn't exist there. It never will.
It's all in me. And I love it.
Thank you for creating such a great site, you are doing so many
people so much help! t.
Dear t,
It's amazing what happens when one realizes
one has choice and free will... Thank you for your letter. Thank you
for helping others understand that it's all within the Self!
Doc |
