From: M
Sent: Monday, July 05, 1999 9:24
AM
Subject: Help me Leave
Some first things
can be done easily, like a breeze, lasting a few seconds or a minute. But
for me, one of the first hardest things I had to do was to tell my husband
"good bye". It took a long time, but finally it was over. This
is how I did it.
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Reading Between The Lines
by M
What makes you think you know what is best
for me!
Having lived in this body alone, has made me an authority on me.
You did not come from the same egg I was created from.
I was born a single birth, I am not a plural individual!
Accepting who I am took courage.
My separateness from you allows me to be unique.
Loving you was an extension of the love God gave me.
Each day I breath now is not hard, because I know what I must do.
Acknowledging that God has a purpose and plan for me is a valuable
truth.
Victory of gaining back my self respect is a beacon from God,
saying it's time to go.
Incidents that prompted me to see; my view was a revelation
showing me exactly who you were.
No one in this world could have taken me away from you, I loved
you so.
God thank you for opening my eyes.
You God only, should have been first, I'm sorry I placed
people and things before you.
Only God gave this life, God gave me existence, mother and
father cultivated the seed, husband and children and extension of
me, but not who I am.
Until I felt His presence I was blind, when I did feel his
existence in me, I wept for myself, my soul, and my spirit, whom
now are free because
I have enough courage to say IT'S OVER! I want to be free to
be me!
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